I AM THAT I AM, and I am speaking from within you. Not everybody succeeds in obtaining the experience of communication with the higher part of himself or herself. And at the same time, it is such a natural process, which is quite accessible to the majority of human individuals living on Earth nowadays.

The earthly life is so saturated with such forms which, while not being real from the point of view of the higher reality, still capture people’s attention too much, distracting them from this reality.

The goal that is now coming to the foreground is to be able to look behind the veil and to break through the density of the physical world while living in the illusory world.

We get the opportunity to communicate between the worlds thanks to a new dispensation. And this communication can be accessible for any aspiring person who strives sincerely, and not in pretense.

The greatest difficulty is to overcome your own external illusory consciousness, these illusory clothes worn on yourself, to throw the physical thoughts and feelings off yourself, to rise in your own consciousness, first to the height of your Christ Self, then to I AM THAT I AM and further into boundlessness.

The most difficult step, which will be the first one, is to make a decision to follow the Path, no matter what, every day. The illusion of this world will distract you from moving along this Path. Over time, each step may be so painful that it is as if you walk upon crushed glass or along a path scattered with roses. You walk barefoot and suffer pain from the thorns that pierce your feet.

This is a painful Path. When a child comes into this world, it is a great stress for him. He leaves his mother’s womb in to the unknown world. And it is stress for him, and the pain of the first breath, unknowingness and light.

Similarly, when you come into contact with the subtle world, it is stressful for you. You begin to know the unknown part of yourself. And it differs greatly from the external part of you.

Nevertheless, you keep going in spite of everything, despite the pain and losses you encounter on your Path.

You lose your former friends, and communication with them seems completely empty and deprived of any sense.

You lose interest in your former hobbies. You gradually begin to understand that this world is becoming absolutely alien to you. Your vibrations differ from the world around you to such an extent that you seem to fall out of it. But your ego does not give up. It tries to draw your attention to some attachments to this world that are known only to you and that you have not yet been able to part with.

It is sometimes embarrassing to admit these attachments. However, it exists and it will leave. It is enough simply to show your desire to get rid of imperfections more actively. And you continue your Path.

And the thorns of the roses pierce your feet more and more painfully. At times, the pain is unendurable. But there is no opportunity to turn back. It is a painful Path. A person who has a strong ego is simply not ready for this Path. And he turns off.

He prefers to seek pleasure.

But the more you resist, the more painful it is to return to the Path.

Truly, it is a very difficult Path. A road covered with roses and thorns.

Yet, I do not know another Path. This is a Path of sacrifice, each step along which does not come easy. But there is no other Path.

Thus, the first step is the desire to overcome yourself.

If you have made this decision, then there will always be a person near you who will help you to go further and give the necessary knowledge and understanding.

But then, you will have to go on your own, without witnesses. There comes a moment when you are left alone with yourself and your ego. And the struggle begins. It is of a life and death struggle. Each part of you, both real and unreal, asserts to the other part of yourself, their rights to exist.

And this state is very far from peace, tranquility and comfort. For this reason, many people leave the Path, seeking groups, movements and sects that give them seeming pacification, simulated love, and ostentatious care.

And many leave the path strewn with roses to walk along soft carpets.

Tens and hundreds of incarnations pass before they return to the Path of initiations. God does not rush them.

There is always a chance to return to the Path. But sometimes a very significant hint from the higher part of you yourself is required to make a person think and return to the Path.

When the moment of your struggle with the unreal part of yourself comes, it is really like a battle. All your bodies are wounded. You wound yourself. Your unreal part does not understand what is happening. It may seem to you that you go mad, that you are terminally ill. This is truly a dark night of the Spirit. This is a temptation in the desert. And it lasts for a long time. It all depends on the degree of resistance of your ego.

But when you overcome your ego, strike your guard of the threshold — the unreal part of yourself — you become a different person. Yes, you continue to wear a human body, you continue to remain on the physical plane, but the most part of yourself dwells in another reality. You become a citizen of two worlds, dwelling simultaneously above and below.

You become the point at which worlds meet.

But on this, your progress on the Path does not end, but it only begins, because you become an axis of the world. The axis, the pivot that maintains connection between the worlds passes through you, inside of you.

You become a channel through which Light comes into this dark world.

And, of course, like any axis, you experience the greatest pressure. It feels like you are a Titan on whose shoulders this world lies - an eternal overcoming of yourself, a constant refusal from the unreal part of yourself, more and more new initiations, constant pressure.

This is the only way you grow. And this is what God wants from you.

There is no other Path.

If you are ready for this Path of initiations, you will understand well enough what this is about. If you are not ready for this Path, then everything you have just read will not offer any information to you.

It only seems that all people are the same. Everyone is at his or her own stage of development. It is just that now is the time when, for a large number of individuals, the opportunity to enter this Path and begin to move along it becomes much more real than literally one year ago. The energies themselves, the Cosmos itself contribute to this advancement.

Those of you, who understand what is being said here, find time. Seclude yourself. Stay alone with yourself. Focus on your heart and ask yourself if you are ready to follow this Path. And if your heart tells you that you are ready — do go. But every day, when you get up in the morning and every evening before going to bed, do recall the decision you took. And keep on going, no matter how painfully the thorns stick into your feet and no matter what happens to you in the external world. Do not be afraid of anything. Nothing — no insults, losses, or troubles of this world — can harm the immortal part of you, yourself.